WRITING

Wips

This is where I will be sharing all my Works In Progess! Whether that be a fanfiction, an essay, OCs, or whatever.

A list

• Unintentional Autistic Coding in Sanders Sides: a Logan Sanders character analysis, a Sanders Sides essay
• (To The Tune of Your Death), an Analoceit Sanders Sides AU
• An untitled self-insert Sanders Sides AU
• An untitled OC universe
• An untitled Logan-centric fanfiction
• An untitled Loceit fic for Loceit Week on Tumblr (... maybe)
• Last Friday Night (Think We Kissed, but I Forgot!), an Intrulogical fic for Intrulogical Week 2022

And more, but those are the ones I can actually remember. Yes a lot of them are untitled, I hate coming up with titles. I'll be making "jump links" for those, so you can click and jump to the section, but for now you have to scroll.

All of my Sanders Sides related writing (aka most of these) are usually discussed on my Tumblr @TransFemLogan. I also have talked about the self-insert AU a lot on my Instagram @IncrediblyUndead2.0

(To The Tune of Your Death)

WARNING: major character death

This is a set of Logan-centric fics. It follows his relationship with his husband, Janus, and his boyfriend, Virgil, and talks about grief over a loved one, accepting that loss, and what happens when a wrench is thrown into that recovery process. The story spans over ~25 years. Janus is killed in a car accident, a few years later Logan starts dating Virgil, and then 3 years into that relationship (and 6 years after Janus' death), Janus comes back to life. Despite the major character death and discussion of grief, it will be silly.

Right now, this AU will have 3 fics. One titled "as days fade", centered around Loceit; one titled "and nights grow", centered around analogical; and the "main storyline", titled "and we grow cold". And yes those are MCR lyrics.

Updates:

I have stopped working on this a bit, due to making this website, but currently I am in the middle of writing "as days fade". I need to figure out Logan's and Janus' house layout (I WAS going to use the sims 4, but it keeps crashing, so I will be building their house in minecraft). I figured out everyone's last names and family and the timeline, which was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, I hate very simple math (/silly).

Unintentional Autistic Coding in Sanders Sides: a Logan Sanders character analysis, a Sanders Sides essay

As the title of the essay states, it's about how Logan is so, so autistic coded. It will talk about what autism is, autistic coding is, how Logan's traits are portrayed through out the series, and how it affects his arc.

I know Logan is not actually autistic (and if he was he'd be awful autistic representation). I do not think Logan is "more autistic than the other sides" (that's a very Weird statement to make), all the sides could be viewed as autistic. I am autistic and headcanon Logan as autistic and this is for silly fun.

The essay is split up into 6 sections.

Updates:

I am at 2, 858 words. I had to stop working on this, due to falling into a depressive episode, but am hoping to continue working on it soon :). I have written the first 2 sections, and now I am writing what traits Logan has and how they are portrayed in the series.

An untitled Self-Insert Sanders Sides AU

This AU is about my sides swapping with C!Thomas' sides! I don't know if I'll actually ever post this when I write it, but it's very fun and silly and I love self-inserts. >A lot of it is underdeveloped, it's primarily for me and my brain.

The fic explores what would happen if the representation of your personality were to swap with someone elses. It's set after the events of "Working Through Intrusive Thoughts".

My self-insert will be referred to as "Mateo" (or "Revenge/Revy") (I have over 100 names, so I just kind of throw them everywhere). I have 6 sides. Most of them have names starting with "M", because at the time of making them I used to only have M names. They all use different pronouns that I used to use.

The sides:

• Egotism, also called "Memphis". She uses he/she pronouns. He represents my extreme confidence, self-preservation, and selfishness. She is pink!
• Impulse, also called "Maddox" or "Madds". It uses it/its. It represents my impulsivity, anger issues, & non-intrusive violent thoughts. It has very black and white thinking. It is red.
• (I am orange)
• Paranoia, also called "Mercury". Xe uses xe/xyr. Xe represents a lot of my schizophrenic traits, but is not my... schizophrenia, because I think that's a bit weird. All my sides have schizophrenia, it's not just xyr. Xe represents my paranoia, delusions, intrusive thoughts, and my emotions. Xe also has black and white thinking. Xe is yellow.
• Compassion, also called "Melvin". He uses he/him pronouns. He is my compassion, my lack of empathy, and (maybe?) morality. He is green.
• Creativity, also called "Wentz". He uses he/him and all neopronouns. Nya represents my. well. creativity. Ae is blue (think Patton's blue, not Logan's indigo).
• And lastly, Fatigue, also called "Maven". They use they/them. They represent my executive dysfunction, apathy, fatigue, and lack of motivation. They are purple.

Me not having an indigo side is actually plot relevant as it relates to Logan in the fic.

Updates:

I've written the start to this AU, but other than that it lives mostly in my brain.

An untitled OC universe

WARNING: death (obviously), and if I ever talk more about these OCs: cannibalism, necrophilia, suicide, and self-harm as a stim (they're dead... so. It doesn't do anything but)

This universe is centered around Kòu Qíshì and her human boyfriend, N/A, attempting to revive Qíshì's recently deceased other-boyfriend using necromancy. They fuck up and end up killing themselves-- though, technically, Qíshì's boyfriend is alive! He's just... a decaying, rotting zombie now. In order to make it back to their bodies, they need to explore the land of the dead, meeting other various dead people who are kind of fucked up.

The land of the dead has 3 parts:

• a fucked up, weird city that betrays the law of physics, with floating cars and houses and roads that bend up and around. The "main" place of the underworld, where most dead people inhabit.
• a computer-y set of rooms. This could be viewed as the "office" area of the underworld, where whoever keeps the underworld working.
• and lastly, a large maze covered in overgrown plants and filled with bugs larger than cars. This is the final place of the underworld, and the way out... if you can figure out where the exit is without getting attacked by giant bugs.

This entire universe is based around my dreams! All sections of the underworld, I have dreamt about, and most of the characters came from my dreams too.

The characters:

• Kòu Qíshì - she/her, a chinese american polaymorous bisexual. she uses a wheelchair and has very cool boyfriends.
• Qíshì's unnamed boyfriends! - Both use he/him(?), the zombie one is a decora man and the other is... some guy.
• Calum - they/them, a shy ghost that haunts the compter-office-area.
• Abraham Edison - he/him, a large steampunk-preying mantis that helps Qíshì and her boyfriends through the maze.
• Javion - he/him, a transsexual man that killed himself of suicide ... or did he?
• And a million of unnamed characters! A headless girl that keeps her brain in her backpack, a cannibalistic axe murder and their cannibal partner, a scenester covered in flesh eating bugs (they're her friends!) and stims by ripping off their face, and a necrophiliac woman obsessed with dolls (that also wants to violently murder Qíshì and her boyfriends for... whatever reason).

Updates:

This universe is not really anything I ever think about, nor is it something that feels too important to me. As of right now, I only have a vague idea on plot and characters. Most of the characters don't even have names.